Confused LOve

I did'nt know you before
All I know,you came in a sudden but yet had touched my heart

When my days were lonesome n sad,
you came unexpected just to be with me
When my world were tumbling down n my friends were out of reach,
somehow you called n gave me comfort

Just in a while,you have touched n moved my heart

You had made me want to know you better
You had made me really care
But somehow,as fast you came with warmth..that fast also,you become cold n silent

How I don't understand you..
How could you be so warm n yet be cold at the same time?
Why were you so good to me but now you're doing good n make me cry at the same time?
How could you told me that you love me but ignore me the next day?

Now,you always misunderstood me
Now,all you do is angry in silence
Now,you only want my "yes" but can't accept my "no"

Sometimes,you just completely ignore me but manage to give heartly affection to other girls,
And I can't do anything,cause you had make it clear that you never want to commit..

I cry because of you...God knows how I try to understand you..
I even try finding ways into your heart,but you keep building walls surrounding it and you never seem have the will to share

Can't you see?
I have falling in love with you..
I'm in love with your previous kindness n I'm stuck in the past

I hate you for not being the person I thought you were..but at the same time my heart cries because loving you..

And I cry even more,cause I know that you know very well the way I feel,yet you hurt me more with your words n silent

Am I not worth loving?
Am I not good enough?
You have made me standing in this crossroad..
I have to choose:
to love but sad
or to be happy but get you out of my life once and for all.